Whorl wind, freight train, what ever you call it, its coming fast and furious. That is, my life and all the things happening in it. I just jump trains is all.
I have had so much going on that I haven't been able to stop and smell the roses along the way. It just been coming at me.
I am the bug and life is the semitruck on the freeway. I've learned the hard way the semi truck WINS
I JUST NEED MORE TIME!! Planning a wedding in 3 weeks is a funny JOKE that life is playing on me. I haven't been able to sleep (yup check the time) because of all the anxiety of
$$$, flowers, cake, colors, bridesmaids, groomsmen, food, tables, rehearsal dinner, music,pictures,reservations, what to wear on the honeymoon, marriage license, i need a tan, i need to work out, I need a hair cut, my dress isn't done, I have no shoes, decorations,don't know if anyone is coming to my shower, haven't gone to the womanly doctor , I have endless pimples on my face and rarely shower...........haa haa just kidding kina
AHHHHH I am going to explode. Why can't I be more like the other party involved right now. Barry doesn't worry about a darn thing and hasn't lost a wink of sleep over this wedding. Why by default is all the planning up to the GIRL. eh? I SERIOUSLY wish we would have just eloped because this is ridiculous. The most important moments are in the temple anyways!!
FAM/Friends I need a little pick me up cuz I DON"T want to do this anymore. I need a little more faith not to worry.
I am stressed out.